Glitterfly

searching…

i haven’t been myself lately and i am honestly in the middle of a soul-searching journey..i feel somewhat LOST amidst all the everyday chaos of an average 22year old girl’s life..i have this emptiness that i yearn to fill..what could possibly be wrong with me?or is it just i am suddenly not used to having all this time to myself basically because i’ve been to wrapped up with work, that having double off knocked me out of my comfort zone as i suddenly have no idea on how to spend free time with my own self…hmmm..thinking sucks..

yes it’s true, i am really not much of a loner, i am fond of big crowds or even small ones as long as it’s a crowd!i hate the idea of being alone..and being home alone in the middle of the day pretty much bugs the shit out of me..so i ended up creating a much needed blog and i don’t even know how to..i don’t even know how this thing works anyway..and i don’t even know if i want anyone to read my private thoughts..am i just looking for an outlet to release all the emotions i have inside?or am i actually secretly yearning for someone to read this and hopefully talk to me like an old friend giving a pal an advice?whatever the reason behind this sudden outburst, i’m glad i’m doing this, or i might actually lose my sanity!!!

i need to eat something!!that’s one thing as good as sleeping..eating :)